I'd like to report that the first few weeks with no treatment have been wonderful, but I really can't. I can say that my skin is starting to behave like normal again - no red face, no burning, no blistering/peeling, no more splitting fingers and heels - this part is good. But the problem is that I developed a fever that lasted an entire week - from last Monday until this past Monday - it would start out as a low grade fever in the afternoon, and spike to 102-103F within a few hours. It pretty much wiped my motivation to do much besides sleep. The fever is apparently linked somehow to my tumors either growing or dying or perhaps both. The title of this post is a reference to a skit that appeared on
Saturday Night Live in April 2008 that spoofs the VH-1 series "Behind the Music". The skit purports to be the real recording episode of Blue Oyster Cult's hit "(Don't Fear) The Reaper" and the cowbell part in the song's introduction. The band's cowbell player (played as the fictional band member

Gene Frenkle by Will Ferrel) beats the cowbell intensely, and the band protests. The producer (played in the skit by Christopher Walken) comes out of the booth and encourages them to keep the cowbell.

They try the song again but stop after the cowbell overpowers the entire band. The producer comes out of the booth once more and encourages the band with this statement: "Guess what?! I got a fever, and the only prescription... is more cowbell!" . I have to give my daughter credit for this - while I was suffering through a fever spike last week, she came up to me and whispered in my ear "You need....more cowbell" - a priceless moment for me. Thankfully, the fever finally seems to have broken.
Also tied to the fever is your new phrase for the day:
"referred pain". All the malevolent activity in my liver has manifested itself as severe pain in my right shoulder and neck down to my waist (this in addition to the already existing lower back pain from some still undetermined prior injury). The pain reliever of choice is the active ingredient in Alleve - naproxen sodium - it seemed to work, and is a staple in my box 'o drugs.
I remain optimistic that alternate treatment will be the magic bullet that moves me past this present state. As I said in my last post, I'm kind of creeped out knowing that the critters are growing as I write this. I don't expect that they'll burst from my chest like the baby aliens in the movie
"Alien", but I know the signs now that I didn't know when I was first diagnosed.

Pains in the chest and back, trouble in the bathroom (I won't elaborate), etc - all were signs before that I attributed to other problems, but turned out to be symptoms that I didn't catch the first time around. I'm not seeing these problems yet, but I can't help but be mindful of every pain, every unusual bowel movement and wondering if this is happening all over again.
To those readers who are subscribers and have this blog sent to their email, I apologize for the unusual behavior. You recently received an old posting in your email about getting screened (Oct. 21, 2007 post) - I didn't send it, although it did seem timely. I'm not sure what happened, although it did occur while I was editing my last real posting to correct an error after it was published. Let's see what happens this week....
Relay for Life Update!I don't know what to say - at this point, I am nearly $1700 over my original goal and nearly $2000 above what I raised last year. Our relay is May 30-31, so we still have a few weeks to go. Let's keep going! To reach my page to contribute on line, click
here. If you'd like, my daughter is also walking - if you want to spread the donations out (it all goes to the same place - our friends at the American Cancer Society), you can reach her Relay page by clicking
here.